ohhh my baby...

49 year old virgin. damn she's one horny dogg.. lol

i got that....

The long journey is finally over!!! I have a full time job!!! I'll be working at this advertisement/marketing firm called Image, INC. I'm gonna be working Monday- Friday 10-7pm. Sat 10-5, Sunday 9-4m. and Weds are my only days off. -___-* let's see if I can handle this.

Song of the day!

sneak-a-boo!

A preview from my photo shoot with lucky and manny. " Happy Single Awareness Day. " =)

second thoughts.

I should be happy that I'm moving forth and grasping the real world, but i'm terrified. I'm scared that I have to sacrifice my other job to pursue this new one. *hypothetically speaking that is.

I'm at this point in my life when I second guess every single options out there. (that's not good)

I honestly have to take it one day at a time.

I keep on tellin myself that I'M the only one who is gonna be happy,

I'M the one who is making myself financially stable.

aside from my mental notes,

work was whatever like always. It always feels like a therapy session with my managers & they always have the right advice. It's nice knowing that my co-workers are becoming more like a motherly figure.

Tonight we chilled with some peeps from canada and Pat Lam from so real cru. FUN times.

(via Pat's twitpic)

Here's a video of Pat playing operation for the first time. "confidence" lol

seems like you never left.

we live each day not knowing what tomorrow will bring us.

Everything happened so quickly and look at the time.

It flew so fast when you're out living and doing your own thaang.

Not a single day goes by that I & all of us don't think about you.

We all really miss you Jellz.

I wish you were here with the FAM.

I can't believe it's been 6 months and counting since you left us.

We all know that you're chillin with your 40 watching down on us.

When we go HARD and causing trouble, we wish you were here taking shots with us and enjoying each others company.
After a night out, we'll grab mexican food and talk about stupid shit. ohh, how I miss those nights when we could vent out our problems and you would say, " adda.. you don't need that shit.. FUCK EM! I got your back! "
Birthday, Events, Holidays, were our time to shine & break necks. You were the missing piece to our puzzle. Now that you're gone, the girls don't kick it anymore.

I accumulated a few videos that were dedicated to you & pdiddy- i'll be missing you is on heavy rotation.

We LOVE you so much jellz, it hurts so much knowing that you're gone.

RIP JELLY...

happy birthday TEP!

This was an un expected night. HAPPY birthday tep! you're a year older and a year wiser.

Allen bought 8 shots of henny, hella crazy maan!
my first time going here.
i love how this place looks soo vintage.
My old co-worker/ friend. Reggie!
Allen!
Us at studio diner. Girard was pretty dunzzoo.

The homie allen and I, on his special request, he asked for sepia instead of black and white.

i can't believe you exist!

i can't believe you drove from PH to MM to North Park to Hillcrest to MM and back home to PH.

i owe you THAI TEA to the max!

you also opened my door.

didn't let me lift a finger or pulled out my card.

you introduced me to all of your friends.

we dance the night away.

had a bunch of laughters and joke in between.

you even paid for dinner, which i didn't even eat any of it.

and the best part of it all, you walked me to my door and we gave each other a longg hug..

you are really a nice guy. i thought i had lost faith in trying to find a guy like that.

i can't fall for you yet, but let's hope you are what i see.